Hi everyone, I just thought I would give you a update on how things are going for me, what I'll be doing this year on Newgrounds, ect.

In terms of releasing music here, I'm going through a pretty big creative drought. Right now I'm making music for Taka's new game, then KingCrowned's cartoon, I got my Pico Day submission ready, some tracks I haven't released from Blam And Protect's sound test, and after that...

I don't know what else I could do for Newgrounds this year. Would it be burn out I'm feeling? Not sure, it doesn't feel like it. Anyways, after my Pico Day submission I don't know if I'll be releasing anything else new this year. Might be taking a break...

As for how things are going for myself, not very great. My antidepressants can only do so much, but I've learned things can never get 100% better, which I've come to accept. After spending some time on Twitter, I've become more jaded about social media than I ever have before. It's absolutely awful and it's flushing society down the toilet even faster. I hate it and I wish I never took part in it. I should've stayed here and on Discord.

I can't really explain how I feel right now. Tired, unmotivated, isolated, anxious, and I'm starting to like myself less and less. I don't get why a lot of my friends and fellow Newgrounders like me so much, but I must be doing something right.

Tomorrow I find out if my mom has anything serious going wrong with her since she's been sick and hasn't been eating much. That's been weighing on me a lot. I'm scared.

Anyways, sorry if this was mostly a bummer. Life has been a bummer for me this week and the week before. I'm trying to hold on, not for myself but at least for my friends and family.

I'll leave you all with something to lighten the mood. Take care. Love you all.